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AnonymousStoner710
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I starve myself after months of binge eating..
Eating Disorder Support / by AnonymousStoner710
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March 9th, 2021
...See more Im losing weight really quickly.. and, this happened last summer.. i stopped eating and only ate enough to stop the black outs... i really only drank sodas and energy drinks.. i went from 200 lbs too 125 in less then 2 months.. i felt sick and everyone told me i looked good until i started feeling happy snd less empty and then everyone told me i looked sick after i gained 40 lbs.. I had two kids st a very young age and my stomach is a big issue for me.. when i start to getting depressed i look at my stomach alot and think if i keep skiping meals and keep noy eating for days that.. my stomach will look better.. my stomach hurts sometimes.. and it feels so good to feel cold water fill my very empty stomach.. i feel myself wanting to eat less and less because food smells repluse me.. when i try to eat i feel sick. Red meats smell awful to me.. i don't understand whats wrong with me and im afraid to talk to a dr..
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Ive never told anyone besides my boyfriend..
Trauma Support / by AnonymousStoner710
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March 8th, 2021
...See more When i was younger.. in kindergarten up until i was about 12 my older brother molested me and had me perform sexual acts on him.. i didnt know it was wrong until i got older and its caused me to cheat and lie and be a mess of a person because i feel so useless i feel like everyone is out to get me im afraid that ill never be able to love someone wholey until i can tell a family member and get help.. he has a daughter and im scared for her.. i dont know how to feel or cope becuase when hes around i act like nothinf ever happened.. but he has to remember. I bet he doesn't even feel bad for making me feel like i cant trust anyone.. idk...
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