I starve myself after months of binge eating..
Im losing weight really quickly.. and, this happened last summer.. i stopped eating and only ate enough to stop the black outs... i really only drank sodas and energy drinks.. i went from 200 lbs too 125 in less then 2 months.. i felt sick and everyone told me i looked good until i started feeling happy snd less empty and then everyone told me i looked sick after i gained 40 lbs.. I had two kids st a very young age and my stomach is a big issue for me.. when i start to getting depressed i look at my stomach alot and think if i keep skiping meals and keep noy eating for days that.. my stomach will look better.. my stomach hurts sometimes.. and it feels so good to feel cold water fill my very empty stomach.. i feel myself wanting to eat less and less because food smells repluse me.. when i try to eat i feel sick. Red meats smell awful to me.. i don't understand whats wrong with me and im afraid to talk to a dr..
@AnonymousStoner710 Hey. Hatter here. If you need to talk please just tag me, and I will be here. I have had the same problem, or I still have it, but I'm trying to recover. What helped me wasn't a doctor (the local ED center doesn't want me bc I also have schizophrenia), but a good friend in a recovered anorexic. She had helped me a lot, giving very good advice.
I hope you feel better soon dear. If you need to talk? Tag me 
I also have a form of Schizophrenia.. im Schizofecctive. Its hard when you have issues and no one believes you because they believe its all in your head. Thank you so much for your support.
@AnonymousStoner710 NP dear
