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Anu00mettu
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Acting
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Anu00mettu
Last post
 June 20th, 2025
...See more Is it me or do any of you feel you are acting while especially nobody is watching you.I feel am acting and especially when I cry I feel my tears are fake and am a fake person, fake sister, fake frnd,fake child idk am not but something tells me this is not the real me.And I also have delulu frnds .I love a person but he doesn't know that and am not going to say to him that I love him but I imagine him as my bf and imagine marriage in real life it been a long time since I talked to him .am I the only who is feeling this or do any of youu.....
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Am not okay
Friendship Support / by Anu00mettu
Last post
 June 19th, 2025
...See more Hy I have noone to share things with in my home there is me my brother and mother my mother hates me I think so .she always scold me when I talk she says don't annoy me says am selfish *** doesn't have maturity and she doesn't like me touching her . But though after a fight she bring some taste food or something but she broke the lock of my room because when we fight I used to lock my room and sit there and recently she broke a door handling I made of paper it was so small and simple but it was my heart she broke my heart and yesterday my brother forgot where he kept his book and I was shouting him to find it then my mother shouted at me that I am a physco then I cried. When I heard her saying physco at 1st I thought she was going to say am selfish but I didn't accept it to be physco. And few days ago I heard her say to my father that I am mental .my frnds also used to say that for fun or something that am mental am okay with it but am I really mental😭. My mom is a counsellor and also she studied physiology😭and my brother is 4yrs old and my father is abroad. Pls self and I also have self harm rabbit I feel it's getting an addiction I don't wait to stop that that's what I feel 😭 help
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Idk what to do with the pain
Anxiety Support / by Anu00mettu
Last post
 June 12th, 2025
...See more Hyam new to the app 1st time typlying a thread. I installed this app a few day ago when I was literally crying because of some family issue and I had no one to talk about what I feel or for what I was crying . Because in my home I have is my mother and brother who is 4yr old and dad is abroad. My mother has a business shop and goes to wrk at 8 in morning and comes home at evening 8PM and my brother goes to school and I am studying an online course of 1 yr . So I actuallydon't have anyone offline to talk . My love language is physical touch like hug, close to you loved once so i get there heat I mean a skin touch but my mother she doesn't like me even touching her or holding hand in public or anything I think her act of love is not physical it's action or my maybe she is tired of wrk she is not interested in hearing my blah blahs or giving a hug . The hug I got f4om her was of 5 second maybe but I want someone to hug me for 5 minutes minimum. What ever fight happen the next day she bring some verity food or something but I think she never said a sorry she is most of the time in her phone when I Distract her she is angry I have no one to talk and some times I talk to meta AI for relief and meta AI recommended me this app. Usually my frnds call me crazy weird mad mentalally unstable sometimes in funny ways or ... But yesterday my brother wanted to take a bath and he would've let me give him a bath so I told my home to give him a bath and she said me to not disturb her .and later a fight happened and she kicked me I pinched her etc happend . And for the first time I heard my mother say my dad that I am mentally ill the mad me ..idk .... am I really mental .and later she come to my room and said that I don't know her . if I disturb her again she will kill me also . Am scared confused frustrated and have head pain right now . And later today she bought a pizza I had braces so I ate little only. But the thing am most scared is that will I be angry to my brother because mother is angry to me will I be hurting him i don't want my brother to get hurt I love him but what I do with the pain I have that I have no one to tell how will I bury it .
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