Am not okay
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I have noone to share things with in my home there is me my brother and mother my mother hates me I think so .she always scold me when I talk she says don't annoy me says am selfish *** doesn't have maturity and she doesn't like me touching her . But though after a fight she bring some taste food or something but she broke the lock of my room because when we fight I used to lock my room and sit there and recently she broke a door handling I made of paper it was so small and simple but it was my heart she broke my heart and yesterday my brother forgot where he kept his book and I was shouting him to find it then my mother shouted at me that I am a physco then I cried. When I heard her saying physco at 1st I thought she was going to say am selfish but I didn't accept it to be physco. And few days ago I heard her say to my father that I am mental .my frnds also used to say that for fun or something that am mental am okay with it but am I really mental😭. My mom is a counsellor and also she studied physiology😭and my brother is 4yrs old and my father is abroad. Pls self and I also have self harm rabbit I feel it's getting an addiction I don't wait to stop that that's what I feel 😭 help
@Ananya00mettu
Hi there. I'm really sorry you're going through so much right now. It sounds like you’ve been holding in a lot of pain, and I want you to know that I hear you.
You’re in a tough place, and it’s okay to feel overwhelmed. It hurts when the people who are supposed to make us feel safe and loved instead say things that make us question ourselves. Being called things like “psycho” or “mental”—especially by people close to us—can feel heartbreaking, and I’m so sorry you had to go through that.
What you’re feeling is valid. Wanting space after a fight, putting care into small things like a paper door handle, and having strong emotions—it doesn’t make you wrong or broken. It just means you’re human, and you feel deeply. That’s not something to be ashamed of.
I hear how hard it is when you feel like there’s no one at home to talk to. You deserve to be treated with kindness and respect. You deserve to be listened to without being judged or made to feel small.
And I also want to gently say—if self-harm is becoming something you’re struggling with more often, you’re not alone in that either. It may feel like it helps in the moment, but there are other ways to cope that won’t hurt you. You matter, your pain matters, and it’s okay to ask for help. You're not weak for feeling this way. In fact, reaching out like you just did takes real strength.
I’m here for you, to listen whenever you need. You don’t have to carry this alone. You're not “mental.” You're a person going through a really difficult time, trying your best to make sense of things.
Take your time. You’re safe here.
Thank you for you large hug bro.
Hearing am okay is a very beauty thing am sure I
Will go out of this home and find peace .ð«¶â¤ï¸and may GOD bless your pretty soul.
I really hope you do 😊
Hey can you give me some motivation to study
Oh! What are you studying. Building your future for a specific career. I would love to know more about you.
Am studying acca it's 1st 4 papers are online and it's been 7 months I haven't completed my 1st paper .I had my 12th exam so it became a 4 month delay but I can't have a consistency in study 1 week I study another week I can't....and I forget everything.....