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AnxiousFreak404
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts213 Forum posts18 Forum upvotes14 Current upvotes14 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2026 Member sinceApril 5, 2021
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Hey, I’m just an anxious person trying to live life.

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Boyfriend keeps making me feel worthless
Relationship Stress / by AnxiousFreak404
Last post
 October 29th, 2024
...See more My boyfriend is sweet, he generally cares so much about me. But he has the worst p*rn addiction I’ve ever seen. We’ve almost been together for a year and honestly it doesn’t feel like he’s been with me for a year. I’ve always struggled to show him myself and I finally opened up over time. Regardless, he looks at reddit girls and *** p*rn servers. He even joined them without me knowing, despite knowing how much I hate it. He swears up and down he doesn’t open those servers and he quit reddit but he promised me he joined those long ago and only thinks of me. Yet I found those servers made only a few weeks ago, October 7th. So much for being long. even when we did talk about it, he says he’ll leave the servers for my sake UNLESS he wants them. To me, it doesn’t sound like he really wants to listen to me. If he really cared about how I felt in this situation, he wouldn’t let these servers hold him back right? I don’t know… He keeps saying I have little trust in him, that he did nothing, that we should communicate more. But it’s so hard to communicate when I feel this horrible. I want to yell at him, cry, anything to get him to understand. But I’m here, ignoring him, waiting to finally feel like I’m pretty while he looks at other girls. I don’t know what to do anymore. We’re long distance, so I understand the need for physical intimacy. But this is too much…
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Fear of breathing
Anxiety Support / by AnxiousFreak404
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 May 19th, 2021
...See more The title is silly, I know. I have a severe fear of death, and anything normal to humans terrifies me. I feel out of body constantly, so whenever I recognize a normal human function, I freak out thinking it’ll stop and I’ll die. I get scared of breathing because I worry if I don’t breathe enough, I’ll faint and die. The same applies with swallowing and sleeping. How can I stop believing I’ll die by simply not breathing enough?
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