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...See more I’m new here I’m a freshman in college and I am staying home this semester because of covid. I love my family but the environment here is very toxic and it feels suffocating waking up every morning or coming back home after a walk. My mom has kinda lost it this year and she’s been taking her frustration out on my whole family but more often me. I missed my graduation, my prom, my senior trip, and a BTS concert I’ve waited all year to go to. And and all my mom talks about is how everyone around is going out partying while we’re the only one being stuck at home. She’s saying every day she’s dying inside and I try to get her to understand I feel the same and she goes on about how no one will suffer as much as she does how much she hates all of us how much she wishes she never got married and what a waste of a child I am. I live in a house full of people but I feel so alone. I’m not allowed to project my feelings or else I’m called a brat. When it comes to my dad he’s more stern he doesn’t understand emotions and all he tells me I need to learn how to manage my stress and keep my grades up. That’s all that matter so him. I have panic attacks more and more frequently these days it doesn’t help that my new kitten recently had to have surgery and my parents are saying it’s my responsibility to deal with it. Along with all of this it’s hard to keep up with classes online and deal with all of this. Not to mention that not to long ago my grandpa passed away right infront of us in our house and a month later my grandma (his wife who also lives with us) broke her arm. This is all so much too much. I get called lazy but I know I either have depression or anxiety. My parents don’t believe me. I’m just so tired

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