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A spiral that keeps getting bigger no matter how much I try to fix it?
Anxiety Support / by Audrey7412
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 January 22nd, 2020
...See more So, I've been having like, just a terrible year. Found myself in a bad rut, which affected my diet which in turn made my meds less effective, which made my sleep cycle a complete mess, which made me late for work, which got me fired from one of my jobs (first job I've ever been fired from and one that I loved more then myself) not even 2 months before christmas. Plus, my memory was shot, so I'd forgotten to send in rent checks, and didn't know until 3 months had passed. So, now I've been facing eviction as I desperatly struggle to work as much as possible, find a new job, get rent assistance (which my income is to low for! Wow!), borrow money from family who I'm not comfortable with even asking for help from letting alone needing it, and on friday I found out apparently I've been doing the rent payments all wrong (which they never told me and in the new eviction notice they mention a payment I made as their lawyer told me too) and I have to talk to them and beg for more leniancy which I have no idea if they'll even actually talk to me. So, I've spent all weekend unable to really eat or sleep, stressed out of my mind, and ended up having a panic attack at work today. I've been upset and angry and just so tired for so long now, and I hate talking to my friends about it because they're trying to be helpful but they're telling me to do stuff I'm already doing, you know? Plus, I feel like the biggest downer alive right now. I'm just so tired of feeling terrible even when I'm working myself down to nothing to fix it. I just need some coping stratagies so I can do this talk tomorrow without bursting into tears :(
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