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Blackmoon678
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PathStep 10 Compassion hearts23 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceMarch 1, 2021
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Relationship Stress / by Blackmoon678
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 March 3rd, 2021
...See more I have absolutely no friends and it makes me upset. It makes my depression so much worse. I see my boyfriend talking on the phone with his friends and texting his friends and it triggers me and makes me angry and sad and all these emotions at once. I feel very upset about it often and idk what to do.
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Please help.
Anxiety Support / by Blackmoon678
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 December 1st, 2022
...See more Could somebody please give me an idea of what Is going on with me? I get these very explosive angry episodes and don’t know why. They just come randomly and I can never predict when they’re going to happen. When I get these episodes I feel very angry and I tend to scream and hit things and hit myself in the head. I also sometimes pull my hair out. I’ve been to the therapist today and they say they don’t think it is bipolar Bc I never get the “highs” of bipolar. Anyways, after my anger I tend to feel sad and cry for hours and hours or sometimes I don’t cry and the feeling just goes away eventually. When I’m feeling this way I feel like I can’t stop I feel like I’m hopeless and that I can’t handle feeling this way anymore. Can anyone tell me what this is??? Or make a guess ?? I really have no clue...
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I think I have bipolar but I haven’t been diagnosed
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Blackmoon678
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 March 3rd, 2021
...See more I think that I have bipolar disorder. I have mood swings and these episodes 2-3 times a day. I’m not on any medication for depression or anxiety right now but I was taking it and stopped because it was making me nauseous and making me throw up. It seems like these episodes happen more often when I’m not on the medicine but it’s not used to treat bipolar but I don’t know for sure if I have bipolar or not. When I have these episodes I feel this intense feeling of anger and then I start screaming and shouting sometimes I do it because something triggered me and sometimes I don’t even know why I do it. After the anger and screaming I start to cry very hard but I don’t always cry. Sometimes I’ll cry for hours after my anger or sometimes I won’t cry and the anger will stop eventually. I take a lot of my anger out on my boyfriend and I really don’t want to do that because I love him very much and I know he is tired of dealing with my explosions. Sometimes when I’m hungry and don’t know it i will get angry and when I start eating I calm down. When I’m having these episodes I tend to pull my hair out, say I want to d13 without actually wanting to do it. I just say it in the moment. I want to stop feeling like this any tips ?
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