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Blondie89
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Am I Graysexual? I
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Blondie89
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 March 30th, 2020
...See more I feel sexual attraction to people and fantasize about sex, but I don't have that much desire to have sex. Could I be greysexual or asexual? I define myself as bisexual (boy) but sometimes I don't feel like that so it confuses me everyday when I think of that. Also sometimes I feel like I'll never find someone or I'll never be able to love someone because I don't know if I'll always feel love towards someone. I've been hurt so in some way I've lost interest of falling in love away, but the way I feel goes beyond it.
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I feel depressed and lonely
Depression Support / by Blondie89
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 June 13th, 2019
...See more This years just has been so bad, I'm descovering myself, my personality, my goals, and my depression. And this is quite weird and bad, I just can't feel any emotions, I can't even cry to let them go away, I just can't, everyday I have to deal with that feeling and when I get home, it gets worse, and I mean, I don't have familiar issues, not even with my classmates, but at home my bad feelings get higher. Sometimes I think, "well, I don't wanna make myself disappear", you know what it means, but what does it matter if I feel like a piece of trash? I said, this will be my year, but now, I notice it won't, and maybe none will be. I'd like to introduce myself to other people, you know, to be social, but I try and I can't, I don't feel comfortable when I go to parties and no one texts me like, not even my friends, so my chat is also empty and increases that lonely-mood. These two days I still have been feeling the same fricking mood, a kind of sadness-loneliness that is destroying my mind everyday, I just don't know waht to do, I feel less and non-important.
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