I feel depressed and lonely
This years just has been so bad, I'm descovering myself, my personality, my goals, and my depression.
And this is quite weird and bad, I just can't feel any emotions, I can't even cry to let them go away, I just can't, everyday I have to deal with that feeling and when I get home, it gets worse, and I mean, I don't have familiar issues, not even with my classmates, but at home my bad feelings get higher.
Sometimes I think, "well, I don't wanna make myself disappear", you know what it means, but what does it matter if I feel like a piece of trash?
I said, this will be my year, but now, I notice it won't, and maybe none will be.
I'd like to introduce myself to other people, you know, to be social, but I try and I can't, I don't feel comfortable when I go to parties and no one texts me like, not even my friends, so my chat is also empty and increases that lonely-mood.
These two days I still have been feeling the same fricking mood, a kind of sadness-loneliness that is destroying my mind everyday, I just don't know waht to do, I feel less and non-important.
@Blondie89 do you have a hand @Blondie89?
@Butterflee
I can tell I have people I trust, but I still feel lonely, and I know they can't know exactly what I feel, it's like they know what I'm dealing but not exactly how I feel so it makes me feel misunderstood
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@Butterflee Hey Hi! How are you? Kind of seems like you might have something on your mind. Is everything all right in your world? We're all here to help each other. So I'd like to help you out if I can.
@mytwistedsoul yes you can help me [Edited by Erato to remove unsupportive and inappropriate content, 6/13/19] and i will have a good laugh for the day
@Butterflee Seriously? That's your answer? Wow - I'm impressed. I'm wondering if maybe you're having a bad night - a little lonely perhaps. Looking for attention. Maybe trying to stir things up. You're obviously not new here. So you know how this works. Why do you want to be like this? Make other people feel bad because you feel bad?
@mytwistedsoul [Edited by Erato to remove unsupportive and inappropriate content, 6/13/19]
@Butterflee You're the one who was talking about manure so I figured you were the one with the experience. If you have the impression that I'm fragile, you are sadly mistaken. Even if I was... what's your excuse? [Edited by Erato to remove unsupportive content, 6/13/19] So I ask again - what's going on with you?
@mytwistedsoul [Edited by Erato to remove unsupportive and inappropriate content, 6/13/19]
@Butterflee Haha! Oh you're just funny.
1. I never claimed I was superior to you
2. Not once did I do anything to intimidate you or manipulate you.
3. I do not work for 7cups
All I did was ask you what was up with you and ask if there was anyway I could help. Seems like maybe you're trying to get yourself banned. If that's the case, then why not just be adult about it and walk away. You don't need to go around the way you are picking fights with everyone you encounter.
@mytwistedsoul i am honoured to meet such a kind empath like you. [Edited by Erato to remove unsupportive and inappropriate content, 6/13/19] thank you for helping me wise one😉
@Blondie89 Hey Hi... I'd like to welcome you to 7cups. It's normally a really great place. I'm sorry for invading your thread. Someone else is apparently having a rough night too.
There are lot of people here you can talk with. You're not alone. We're all here to help one another.
Be gentle with yourself.
