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...See more Hello, so I have a recurring problem that I just don't know how to deal with. For back story: I used to be in love with a boy in elementary school. I fell for him as soon as I moved cities, and had feelings for him till at least late middle school. Me and him were once inseparable, and he actually asked me if I liked him romantically once, but I chickened out... He got sad when I said no. Fast forward to now, I am in high school, almost finished. And everytime something goes wrong in a relationship I'm in or I'm having my doubts, I'm starting to dream about him.. I haven't talked to him or seen him since middle school, but my mind seems to not be able to let him go. Me and my boyfriend are planning on meeting up soon and I am truly excited, but in my dream, I started bonding with my past crush before going on a meet with my boyfriend.. And then being with my boyfriend felt incredibly empty in comparison. I seriously do not know what to do. I'm trying my best to move on, but he was first my love.. I truly can't get him out of my mind. I'm trying my best to fight for the relationship I'm in now (since we're serious and we've dated before, but I promised it would work this time) and ahh... I don't know anymore.

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