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ChisAStrawberry
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts67 Forum posts14 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2025 Member sinceFebruary 25, 2018
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🍓How’s your day going?: Public Journal🍓
Journals & Diaries / by ChisAStrawberry
Last post
 July 15th, 2025
...See more Made it to my little study spot in the city. Dreading the walk back but were aren’t there yet. I feel ppl staring at me so its hard. Okay. Made it to my little study spot in the city. Dreading the walk back but were aren’t there yet. I feel ppl staring at me so its hard. Okay. Phew. To do * Study Python * Send those emails you have been dreading * Apply to jobs with ur updated resume * Reach out each program with questions and write a list of application requirements for each
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Tears I don’t cry - ChisAStrawberry 🍓
Depression Support / by ChisAStrawberry
Last post
 April 15th, 2024
...See more creating a second journal here, outside of the journal threads; is manifestation real and my honesty journal. Those serve their purposes. This space is for my tears. For my sadness. So i can guilt free post and post the things that i cry or want to cry about but can’t. Until one day feeling my emotions is not so scary. #1: The Sadness Is Back The sadness is back. i had just got done watching a movie with a friend. I decided to open *** when i noticed tears forming in my eyes as i scrolled. I felt something. Something like stretching but painful, an ache in my heart. I am so sad rn. My life feels out of control. I had such good control. Now im spiraling. And im scared. Scared to mess up all the opportunities i have coming. Scared to be tested. Scared to fail. Scared to dream. Scared to plan. SCARED and small.
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Chisastrawberry: Honesty Journal Honesty Diary 🍓
Journals & Diaries / by ChisAStrawberry
Last post
 April 15th, 2024
...See more *now ik how threads work i think u just search ur personal thread and keep adding* going low contact: Today I am feeling sad an depleted. i need constant stimulation in general but today it can get bad if i am not careful. i am going to go do self care soon and go about my day. I am sad because at the end of this week i will be letting go of someone i have been holding on to. Perhaps with the fear that if I didn’t, we would never be together. I can’t let fear hold me back. but im scared. Im tired though. I want to grow. I need to do this. I want this even though i will miss her and us, and even though rn i feel sad that we aren’t working out, me being happy will come with space ik. she dominates my virtual world and text space. I want to find new friends to stay in contact with to replace. I want to develop relationships to stay in contact, rn i see that happening with one person i work with (we can meet up ans go out for drinks too). I just have to reach out. for now i am going to search on the accountability and motivation threads, and maybe even friendship threads. Maybe make an ad post haha.
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Is Manifestation Real?
Journals & Diaries / by ChisAStrawberry
Last post
 April 3rd, 2024
...See more I honestly don’t know if manifestation is supposed to be real or not. But this Saturday I had the most amazing experience trying to do stuff from the 8 circles of wellness. I came up with listening to manifestation podcasts while i cut up cute stuff from magazines, and I think it helped. Even though the girl on the podcast waa super loud and annoying she made some really good points. I also was burning an insense stick and had done many other things from the wellness circles prior ans but somehow after that I actually started to believe. Like believe in my goals and am actually excited for them. Like i have been so hopeless and pessimistic about the job application process for so long but now I am full of so much more hope and lightness. I think this might be something i should do at the end of every week to really reset and get my head in the right space. And i love that. So much. After months of depressed applying and letting things effect me deeply i feel hopeful and excited.
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