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Self-Harm Recovery / by Chuckboss15
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 March 30th, 2022
...See more It had been two years and I relapsed. I don't even remember it happening. I just knownit happened over night because I woke up and my chest hurt. I feel so angry about it. But I can't get too angry or else Toby gets angry too. I have a feeling it was his fault..
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Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Chuckboss15
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 December 11th, 2021
...See more Hello, I struggle with many emotions and hallucinations as well as hearing voices. I just want to rant about how I feel like I am out of control sometimes. Like the feeling I just want to burst. I have homicidal thoughts that lead to very strong urges and the voices don't help the urges go away. They make the urges worse. I am currently on Abilify and Lamotragine to help. I haven't had a lot of bad days, but I feel like I am drugged most the time and that it just isn't the right fit for me. Because of this mental unstability, I feel like I have been a bad wife for my wife even though she is supportive and helps me any way she can. But I have trouble retaining what she tells me to help. My memory is not very good and I hate myself for it because sometimes I forget important things I need to remember. I used to turn to self harm when I felt very angry and used self harm to calm myself down. It always helped but it lead my wife to baker acting me because I wasn't able to regain my control. Thank you taking the time to read this and sorry for the rant. I hope you all ha e a good day!
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