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CrimsonRainSoughtFlower
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PathStep 100 Compassion hearts14 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes11 Current upvotes11 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2021 Member sinceAugust 12, 2021
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Healthy Living / by CrimsonRainSoughtFlower
Last post
 September 27th, 2021
...See more No matter how much i sleep im completely exhausted when i wake up and go through my day whether its 12 hours of sleep or 2. Ive been sleeping alot more for awhile now and im extremely tired all the time i dont know why. It doesnt matter if its good sleep or not. I can have the best sleep of my life but still have zero energy. I dont really have trouble focusing at school because of it so i guess it isnt that big of a problem its just annoying being tired 24/7
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I dont even know
Relationship Stress / by CrimsonRainSoughtFlower
Last post
 August 24th, 2021
...See more I dont think I've ever been genuine with anyone I've liked ive never fully shown myself and I dont know how to be comfortable with people knowing who I am. The thought of being alone with no one to love or to love me back makes me upset but i have no idea how i should go about trying to make that happen or if i even should. I feel like unless I can show someone my actual full personality that I shouldn't be in a relationship because what if I get comfortable enough to show them and then they no longer have interest in me. I'm really bad around people in general so I worry that I will never find anyone to love fully. I read and watch romances because for whatever reason they make me extremely happy for the moment that I'm reading or watching it but when it's over i get overly upset for the fact that it's over and that i realize i will probably never have anything anywhere close to that. Which is understandable because its fiction and most things dont pan out like that but itll be over the most normal things that I think I'll never be able to have with someone else.
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School? Anxiety?
Anxiety Support / by CrimsonRainSoughtFlower
Last post
 August 20th, 2021
...See more I absolutely hate school I love learning I just cant handle the people whether its because I'm scared or they make me angry. I've always had problems being in public or taking to people even family but it was just always said that I was shy but now since it's become a problem they say to get over it and that I cant live like this. People genuinely terrify me for one reason or another and I have no idea whether I can get better or not. Schools always been a problem I do great with my grades but I worry way too much like when a teacher is calling on people I feel sick and hope they don't call on me and that takes up so much of my energy and I cant focus on my work because I'm worried they'll call on me or make me go to the board. Itd be better if I didnt have to talk at school itd make life so much less stressful than it is. But instead its expected of me I had a teacher that made us do a speech and she said that she knows some of us dont like talking but "itll be fine we just have to get up there and get it over with" which is what I do but I constantly feel sick and shaking days before i even have to do it because I'm worried and scared and I dont even know what I'm scared of
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I dont know
Eating Disorder Support / by CrimsonRainSoughtFlower
Last post
 August 13th, 2021
...See more Sometimes I overeat like I eat everything and other times I eat little to nothing I'm over concious about my weight and check it constantly sometimes I even forget to eat but I dont know if that's just me or an actual issues
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