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Fallenrose89
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Separated but should I get a divorce
Relationship Stress / by Fallenrose89
Last post
 January 22nd, 2024
...See more Married 6yrs, together 8, have 2 young kids. After years of doing everything in the relationship myself, dealing with mental & emotional abuse, I am now the cheater... But I feel pushed into it. Like had he just listened to the concerns I had & had done something then we wouldn't be here. He has a bunch of childhood trauma & it's like dealing with an undisciplined toddler. Everything is about him nothing is about me. I want to get out but I'm so scared of unforseen consequences. Like what if my children hate me for leaving him or what if I date even worse men? I feel like every option available to me is petrifying & there's uncertainty no matter what decision I make. He wants me to just forget everything he did in the past but my whole being screams, NO. These aren't emotions I know how to handle....
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I'm not used to this....
Depression Support / by Fallenrose89
Last post
 May 26th, 2021
...See more Most of my life I've been described as a "happy go lucky person." Ever since I got married & had kids I feel like Ive been battling on & off again depression. Isn't this supposed to be the happy time in my life? I feel like I've lost so much more than my name. My husband does the bare minimum to get by... & that's in every aspect of life, jobs, affection, communication. At first I thought it was maybe an adjustment period but it's not changing. I was recently attacked/jumped by a group of meth heads & it's reeeaaaalllly sent me over the edge. I feel uncertain about everything & mostly my marriage. Once the attack was done & the cops showed my husband was approx. 6ft away the whole time. Didn't hold me, didn't do much of anything, until we got to the hospital & it was a kiss on the forehead. I try to make my feelings known but it causes a fight or I'm just ignored. I haven't expressed much since the meth heads.... I just feel so alone. Even when I'm with him. I used to think I could rely on him for anything & I used to feel so safe with him, but I'm finding I can't rely on him or feel safe with him like I used to.
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