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Flux
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts21 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes0 Current upvotes0 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 1970 Member sinceOctober 7, 2014
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No avatars or...?
Safety & Knowledge at 7 Cups / by Flux
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 December 1st, 2014
...See more I'm just trying to clarify, members, that is people who are not listeners do we get avatars or no?
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An odd thing I noticed
Safety & Knowledge at 7 Cups / by Flux
Last post
 October 13th, 2014
...See more I don't know if anyone else has noticed this, but I have and I find it suspicious. Almost every listener's profile says that they like hiking, camping, and reading; usually in that order. Once in awhile some words will be changed here or there, or there'll be a slight rephrasing, but are all the intros just copy and pasted or what? Surely they're not all into those three things in that order. It's a little weird.
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Is this dysphoria?
General Support / by Flux
Last post
 November 29th, 2016
...See more I have had a lot of things going on lately. This is how I was feeling as of Monday night, October 6th: "I feel...ugh. It sounds stupid to say/type aloud, but I feel something is missing or something. I...I want to smile for a new picture of me, but I can't it looks unnatural to me somehow. Like it's a lie. I know saying "something feels wrong with me" is the understatement of the year and I'm sure therapy is most definitely warranted, but, it feels deeper than just the depression and anxiety and worry that I normally feel, and the intensity of those has been magnified lately due to life circumstances I admit, but...this feels unrelated. I can't explain it. I don't even know if I should try."   I just feel like lately looking at my face and body, something isn't quite right, something is missing or off or...I don't know. I don't want to say wrong, because it isn't that exactly.   I don't know if any of this next bit is related, but please forgive the rambly feel. I've recently realized that the word I was looking for to describe how I experience my gender, despite being dfab, is agender. It makes a lot of sense, actually. I still use feminine pronouns because while I don't necessarily consider myself a woman, I do feel feminine more often than not. On top of that, I've been identifying as a panromantic and gray asexual person for about a year or so now. It took me a long time to find the words that most closely fit how I feel. Am I feeling dysphoria or can my feelings be attributed to my usual depression/anxiety and other feelings?  
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