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GPulido
698 M Little Steps
PathStep 4 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts1 Forum upvotes0 Current upvotes0 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2023 Member sinceDecember 18, 2016
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I have been diagnozed with major depressive disorder nd generalized anxiety disorder but I´m unable to get treatment so I´m trying this

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I dont feel safe: My brother wants to kill me
Trauma Support / by GPulido
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July 13th, 2017
...See more I have mayor depressive disorder and while I was at a really low point my brother would get frustrated that I wasn't doing anything and would threathen me or my dog and say he was going to kill both of us or he would lash out and choke me or insult me. Right now even though I'm still relatively low I'm trying really hard to do things, I started going to the gym and taking classes three days a week. And this started making my brother jealous and aggressive. I try to avoid him as much as posibble and be very very discrete about the few achievements that I have because if I say that I did well at the gym or I liked something I did he will lash out at me. Last week he told me a joke and I didn't get it and he got really mad at me and started shoving me around, then he dropped the eggs and I said that it was fine and I was gonna clean it and he Threw the frying pan at me ans started yelling that he hated me cause I was the good sibling so I ran to my room and he banged on my door and yelled that he was going to murder me for about an hour and ended up breaking my door. (I hid in the bathroom with my dog so he didnt get me) I try to avoid him as much as posible and try not to talk or laugh when hes around but I don't feel safe anymore and I can't get away from him. What should I do? Is the best to just keep trying to make myself invisible and try not to be alone with him? I can't aproach anyone for help and I live in a very isolated place. Im very tired of this sotuation and i feel hopeless...