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I keep losing the love of my life to trust issues
Relationship Stress / by Gianasdad77
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 July 7th, 2019
...See more Ive been in a relationship with the woman of my dreams. However im always losing her. I 100% would never cheat on her, i dont even see other people in that sense. In my eyes i have it all. She always think im going to hurt her. She has accused me of having something with at least 4 different people who i have no interaction with and always thinks im being shady. She breaks up with me frequently due to these thoughts for days or weeks at a time. I know she was hurt bad and was cheated on in her past, so i dont blame her for how she is. It sucks bad, but i would not give up on her ever. She deserves to not be given up on, she didnt chose to be like this. Not being trusted has been very difficult to deal with. I have read on this over and over and i have talked to some others about this. I even at different times could not understand why it is like this and have gotten into my own head that maybe she might be doing stuff behind my back. My insecurity over that caused me to go logging in to different social media sites and dating sites to see if she might be on them. This week she was watching my kids while i was at work and stumbled into my emails and saw that i had activated and deactivated accounts on these sites. She had broken up with me during the times i checked those sites to see if she was on them. I tried explaining to her i was not using those sites i was trying to see if it was possible i might be getting played. If you saw the emails accounts were opened and closed within 10 minutes of each other. She has not talked to me in days and has blocked my phone number and says she never wants to see me again. I just want her, never want anyone else. She is my world. She is a great mom and my kids are in love with her too. I dont know what to do anymore my heart is shattered. I would do anything to be with her, she is the love of my life.
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