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GloomyBear27
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PathStep 39 Compassion hearts57 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes31 Current upvotes31 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2023 Member sinceMarch 13, 2022
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I just want people to talk to me
Depression Support / by GloomyBear27
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 April 5th, 2023
...See more I was gone all morning and afternoon for sleep and therapy and I even suddenly got motivation and cleaned for 3 hours straight I only stopped after I felt depressed again because my brother said I can't pet the neighbors dog through the hole in the fence anymore (I don't know anyone in the neighbourhood and barely ever go outside the house) and the neighbours dog was more excited to see me than my own dog is and even after that only two people messaged, one is asleep and the other I don't know where they keep disappearing to. I lost motivation to play any games and I can barely get out of bed to even use the bathroom when i'm about to pee myself. I take my medicine every day I don't know if it's working at all. I started crying when seeing animals online because I feel like even they would care about me more than my dog and dog's are supposed to care about their family. I'm struggling so much with binge eating even after following the advice someone else gave me I feel so lonely all the time I want someone to hug me so bad.
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I cant stop eating whenever food is around
Eating Disorder Support / by GloomyBear27
Last post
 April 28th, 2023
...See more I ate an entire bag of chips, a whole family sized box of cereal with milk, a row of double stuffed oreos, the whole box of oreo mint thins, and a bag of popcorn only this morning. Whenever it's around I can't stop unless other people are around. I'll barely eat anything with others but alone i'll eat anything I see. i've gained 6 lbs this week from binge eating and i'll be in bed the rest of the day because of catatonic depression. I don't know what to do. A psychiatrist told me I need to lose at least 120 lbs but at the time I was only 212 and he put me on a weight loss medicine and I didn't eat for 3 days straight before binging again. I binge almost every day, sometimes multiple times a day. I dont know what to do to stop it. I need therapy so bad.
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what is wrong with me
Addiction Support / by GloomyBear27
Last post
 March 5th, 2023
...See more I'm never *** but I constantly touch myself, I can't get wet but I still shove it in anyways. I constantly to sexual things for others because that's really the only way i've been able to make friends at all but they've been ignoring me i can't stop crying. I started mutilating my genitals. i've lost all motivation to talk to family, leave my room, and do basic human needs. Every time I try to force myself to touch myself I get distracted so easily and it takes forever to finish. I've even gone 4 months without touching myself when I was younger and I never got *** once. I'll always make sexual comments around people without noticing to the point it makes people uncomfortable though. I dont even like doing it I can't remember the last time I was actually wet. I just want people to care about me.
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Why can't I be happy
Depression Support / by GloomyBear27
Last post
 March 5th, 2023
...See more I just want friends why do they all keep ignoring me it's not that hard to make me happy
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I hate myself so much
Depression Support / by GloomyBear27
Last post
 March 8th, 2023
...See more I finally started cleaning my room for the first time in years because my mom said I could have a sleepover with my friend for my birthday if I did but their mom said it's too far of a drive. I got the clothes out but they're all in the hallway since I don't have a hamper and i'm upstairs and can't get anymore motivation to move them all downstairs after my friends mom said he cant come over anymore. I met my brother's girlfriend and she said no one wants to see my dirty clothes and I feel so guilty I just agreed and now i'm in my room crying. I probably won't come out until tomorrow because I just used the bathroom and have a little bit of water in here if I really need it.
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