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Gorborg
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I cant stop thinking my friends hate me.
Anxiety Support / by Gorborg
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 April 28th, 2019
...See more So this has been going on for a few years. I tend to think I'm a pretty dislikable person but lately, with new medication, that's been changing. I've made a new friend recently, the first close friend since early highschool, and we were chatting yesterday and I had the thought "She thinks you're pathetic." I closed discord and had a mild panic attack. This sort of thing has caused me to push some people away, people I'd really rather stay in touch with, but who I've convinced myself are better off without me. I dont know what to do. I cant tell if people really like me, sometimes I think people like me out of pity because I have some mental handicap that I dont know about but is obvious to the average person. Should I talk to her and warn her that I might become distant and explain why? Or should I just let things happen, for better or for worse? Also can I talk to the friends I've cut off and try to rebuild bridges, or at least make them feel better? I dont even know if they feel bad, like I said I've rationalized the thought that they dislike me.
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