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Hyr349
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts5 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes1 Current upvotes1 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2018 Member sinceFebruary 24, 2017
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Im confused or lost not sure what it is.
General Support / by Hyr349
Last post
 February 28th, 2017
...See more For a couple of weeks constantly plagued and non stop mood swings. Like i had a minor memory that plagued and made me think myself the most negative possible and felt like i deserve to be miserable. But then over the weeks i had crazy racing thoughts and more bad feelings of myself and fantasies nonstop after watching a few shows and there are scenes that replicate in my head. I also get violent or crazy random dreams and nonstop guilt for minor things or fears from my ocd which i did have pocd at one point. When i have mood swings it logically convinces my thoughts its just anxiety and im normal but when miserable says there is a lot wrong with me and im bad person and that is the truth my mindset most of the time.
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Am i asexual or something else
Relationship Stress / by Hyr349
Last post
 March 13th, 2017
...See more I used to have porn addiction to certain type of videos and i remember at one point being sexually addicted to a porn video during middle school. But i had fantasies of my friends from middle school and had sexual arousal, porn addiction induced a lot of fantasies i think like porn addiction made it occur more and stronger when i saw my friends i had fantasies about in high school like when i was 16 i saw my old friend i have not saw in long time got aroused. I feel that excitement to those friends. In high school freshman year i had arousal to a few girls but not for long and i found this beautiful lady when i was 15 or 14 she was older grade i had physical attraction to her and romantic but not sexually excited at all. Im thinking why cant i not get sexually excited to new people in my school but i can get aroused to porn videos. Am i asexual or demisexual or something else or weird and crazy what do you think.
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Am i weird
Relationship Stress / by Hyr349
Last post
 March 12th, 2017
...See more I have sexualproblems and guilt. Ever since my first crush in elementary school i had sexual fantasies mixed with pron addiciton of her and in middle school i have fantasies of my friends but nobody else in high school and i get fantasies and orgasms from porn videos. I get fantasies of my friends but imagining or seeing images of them older around my age range. What does this mean i have low sex drive or bad fetishes or what. Now i feel like a pevert and should be alienated.
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