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...See more Ah.. I’m new to this and don’t know where to start I guess my dad left when I was two.. my mother had a very hard life growing up causing her to mentally and emotionally abuse us kids.. I felt like I needed to have all the responsibilities as a child because my mom couldn’t do anything for herself very needy and gave up quickly. We often times wondered if we’d have lights or food for the next day and if rent would be payed my mother often vented to me about her adult problems while I was 7 and she depended on me … which is why I feel so needy.. but also feeling like I have to control everything … my husband dropped me off to my moms place saying he wants to divorce now being 22 and broke him coming to me saying he wants to stay together but get his mental fix first before we can move back together but I don’t know if I can trust anything he says with the emotional roller coaster he’s put me through … my childhood has left me needy and seeking validation always needing someone by me.. and I hate that.. I hate the feeling of needing I hate being left as if I was nothing .. being abandoned by multiple people in my life hurts … but I guess I can’t be mad at some point people drift but my heart stays … ah I dunno.. ah thanks for listening whoever sees this :3

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