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JohnnyS03
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Listening to Metallica
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts205 Forum posts19 Forum upvotes28 Current upvotes28 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2026 Member sinceFebruary 26, 2025
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  • Male
  • 22
  • Stuck in England
  • Writer of all sorts




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Change Username
Newbie Hub / by JohnnyS03
Last post
 October 24th, 2025
...See more Anyone know how to change username? I thought you could change it after two weeks but I have not been able to change it. I didn't think my username through and people think my name is Eve lol so it'd be nice to change the username if anyone can help with that, thanks.
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Any Other Metallica Fans?
Music & Dance / by JohnnyS03
Last post
 October 31st, 2025
...See more Any fellow Metallica fans out there? If so, here's some Qs: 1) Favourite Metallica Album? 2) Favourite Metallica Songs? 3) Favourite Metallica Instrumental Song? 4) Biggest Metallica hot-take?
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I Don't Understand Myself
Personality Disorders Support / by JohnnyS03
Last post
 March 4th, 2025
...See more (TW: Slight self-harm mentioned, no details) Idk what's up but I think I have a personality issue. A lot of friends have mentioned I show a lot of signs of Borderline Personality Disorder and reading up on it, doesn't sound too far off. But I think there's more than that. Sometimes I feel like a different entity. Like I'm me, but I'm not me and I'm not in control. I can go from being my usual self to being the most hateful and crazy person in a split moment for literally no reason and it takes a while to go back to normal. I'd recently been in this latter state for roughly 13 hours or so until that has seemingly faded away for now. I tend to hurt myself a lil too when I'm like this. It feels unnatural, uncontrollable. I know in the past I've had arguments with whatever this side of me is. I don't know what's going on.  Whatever this is, I don't like it, but it seems to be out of my control. I'm not rushing to diagnose myself here, I just wanna try to figure out why my mind is doing what it's doing or am I maybe just crazy?
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Love Is Pain
Relationship Stress / by JohnnyS03
Last post
 March 2nd, 2025
...See more Love has been my driving force for a long time, despite having unfortunate luck with it. But I'm starting to think that it's my biggest issue. It only hurts. I don't think love has been worth it. It hurts to love so much, I'd rather not feel it at all. Love is the only thing I've believed in, but now I don't think that's there any more. And I wish I could stop feeling this. I'm tired of it. Love only leads to loss anyways. Sorry for spewing all that lol. Don't let me dishearten the rest of you. Just wanted to push that out my system. 
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