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JustDanR
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I don't know anymore
Self-Harm Recovery / by JustDanR
Last post
 March 11th, 2020
...See more I Don't know where this would belong but I need it out of my head and I need people to hear this! For a few weeks I haven't been feeling very strong and pretty depressed and the thought of putting a razor to my arm has been a constant thought. The one person who stopped me from doing it was me boyfriend. He made me feel like I wasn't worth that pain anymore, he was the support I really needed. But very recently he told me that he isn't ready to commit to a long lasting relationship and broke up. Out of nowhere. Didn't give be a reason to believe anything was wrong, the morning of the day he broke up I even got cute messages and a like to a really sweet song. But now that I can't turn to him anymore or more like I'm scared to tell him this because I don't want him to feel like he is the reason for all of this because he isn't. Now my mental state is pretty much gone, I don't come out of bed, don't eat and is don't even care about and for myself anymore. The breakup kind of pushed me over the edge. I keep trying to start the first cut. I've also looked up how easy it is to overdose with the meds I've got at home. I'm not suicidal, but I don't want this moment in my live, I want to skip this, I don't want to hurt both me and the people around me. I'm so scared. I just don't know anymore.
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Boyfriends thought on live scares me.
Relationship Stress / by JustDanR
Last post
 March 2nd, 2020
...See more This is mainly just me venting my mind My boyfriend told me he doesn't really want to live past 50-60 and it scares the he'll out of me. I am 21 and he is 23 right now. I know it's far into the future but it still makes me sad and scared that he has that on his mind. From what he and some friends told me is that he had some suicidal tendencies. I don't want to think of possibly k owing he might end it by then. I don't like to think about it not when he talks about it. But it is the reality for him. I'm scared
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