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Katie008
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idk what to fo anymore
Trauma Support / by Katie008
Last post
 October 23rd, 2025
...See more I feel so bad but at the same time im so so so angry. My brother has trouble with his emotions i guess or something i dont really know but he like to take it out on everyone especially our family and it really gets too much sometimes. He like too drink and i hate it i hate it so so so much because i know everytime he drinks he get so angry and you always have to be careful what you say around him and even be careful with what you not say because even if you just stay quiet its a problem. He also like to yell alot and act aggressive then say hes just joking. He would yell at me over small things then afterwards just tell me his joking but i know hes not and it hurts so much because what am i doing wrong for him to be angry at me? I really gets too much sometimes and i just want to cry but i cant because *** come back and see im crying then just yell at me again because why am i crying. i dont know what to do because its like walking on eggshells around him and ik its not nice to say but it really is like that because you have to be so careful around him i just had to get this off my chest thank you
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someone listening?
Trauma Support / by Katie008
Last post
 October 22nd, 2025
...See more Tw SA I need to speak to someone about my full story there is only one person who knows what happened to me and the situations i was in but she still doesn't know the whole story no one does and the reason for that is because im scared im scared that it might of been my fault it happened because there must of been some way for me to realize that something wrong was happening, but i was young and as i grew older and it still didn't stop i kinda knew but didn't know what to do about it because it was family and i didn't want there to be trouble in the family yk no one in my family knows till this day and it only stopped this year because the person doing it stopped coming home they only come if theres big events in my family. But i still am so so so scared it might happen again and go further and it feels like im trapped in a cage whenever they're around but then again theres a small part of me believing in myself if i find myself in that situation again ill be able to get away i just need someone to know the full story because i cant go a day without thinking how it all started and how far its gotten
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anorexia?
Eating Disorder Support / by Katie008
Last post
 October 23rd, 2025
...See more i dont love food but i dont hate it.i dont want to just slap a label on and say i have anorexia but i need to look different, thinner. im wasnt underweight but also not overweight for my age group but i dont feel or look the way i think im suppose to.The love hate relationship i have with food is more towards eating it ,actually i love food but hate eating it because i know what it does if i eat too much with out control and i need to have control. my mom doesn't help much she does struggle with food i know and anyone could tell by just looking at her and it makes me sad i cant help her. But also i cant explain it her obsession with weight loss isn't just for herself but for me too i think she feels i need it in some way and honestly i do too.i already dont really eat much but she bought stuff to help with weight loss not ozempic some other ***.We both use it i already lost 10kg and she did 21kg with that stuff too.i want to help her but i cant help myself even, i dont want to stop i like the feeling of watching the numbers drop and almost crave to lose more but not for her just for me to lose more
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Self-Harm Recovery / by Katie008
Last post
 April 22nd, 2025
...See more The thing that i hate the most is thats sometimes there's no control over when its gonna happen. And when i does it takes you a few seconds to process then the guild,anger,paranoia or what ever emotion you feel sets in and when it does its alreadytoo late. It already happened and theres no taking it back. But theres this kind of relief afterwards that i cant quite explain but it feels good but at the same time, with that same feeling i wish i could go back in time and start over
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Self-Harm Recovery / by Katie008
Last post
 April 21st, 2025
...See more Ive been struggling with self-harm for 5 years now and ill be turning 17 in a few months, and it all happen over a event that took place in my life, an even that will forever be stuck in the back of my mind. Till this day i struggle with self-harm and not enough people talk about how hard it is and not enough people understand why people do it but i cant even blame them because i myself dont even understand. I just want to feel better and recognize myself again because i can never win with this mind of mine
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