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The thing that i hate the most is thats sometimes there's no control over when its gonna happen. And when i does it takes you a few seconds to process then the guild,anger,paranoia or what ever emotion you feel sets in and when it does its alreadytoo late. It already happened and theres no taking it back.
But theres this kind of relief afterwards that i cant quite explain but it feels good but at the same time, with that same feeling i wish i could go back in time and start over
@Katie008 Hey Katie, thank you for opening up and sharing this, it sounds like you’re going through something really tough. That feeling of things happening so quickly and out of your control can be overwhelming. It makes sense that emotions like guilt or anger show up afterward. You're not alone in feeling that way. And that mix of relief and regret? A lot of people experience that too. It's okay to feel conflicted. What's important is that you’re reflecting on it and trying to understand yourself better. That takes strength. I'm here if you want to talk more about it
@Katie008 I understand how awful this is. You're not alone in this. My inbox is always open if you want talk more about it (: