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Kayleeshae4458
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I think I may be developing an ED but don’t know the right steps to heal
Eating Disorder Support / by Kayleeshae4458
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 August 10th, 2021
...See more Hi, this is my first post after not being active for a while but I think that I began developing an ED over the pandemic. I was away at school and very isolated. In spite of this, I did start becoming romantically involved with someone. Around this time, I noticed that I just could not eat at all. It was as if my body refused to take in any food. I know my SO has nothing to do with this issue but I think that in my mind, I feel the need to maintain my thin figure. I think it may be caused to some internalized fear of not being praised for being thin but I’m not sure. I know my SO and friends worry for me but I just can’t imagine eating without crying over my food. The worst part for me is being self aware, knowing that this isn’t healthy but still being unable to eat. Is there any advice people can give me on small steps? I know recovery won’t be a simple fix but I genuinely want to try my best to get better for my loved ones and myself. Sorry if that sounded like I was rambling, I just wanted to make sure I provide all info. Thank you!
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Trauma Support / by Kayleeshae4458
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 November 7th, 2019
...See more I just wish Alex would have know how loved he was. Garrett got a tattoo for you bub. You didnt get to see it. Your mom loved it and so did your sister. I miss you a whole lot buddy, I wish there was a way you could know how much I miss you.
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