Broken
I just wish Alex would have know how loved he was. Garrett got a tattoo for you bub. You didnt get to see it. Your mom loved it and so did your sister. I miss you a whole lot buddy, I wish there was a way you could know how much I miss you.
Listening .... One Step At A Time
I feel broken, I can't do anything about worrying or feel down.
Ever secen I was assaulted I have become paranoid about stepping outside as I feel like there looking for me I can't carry on with Amry Cadets as it happened by there, it's just tearing me part day after day. Before that happened I hand a little bit of hope left but they took it away from me but by bit each hit and each word they said and did chipped away at my hope my heart and my soul. Being laughed at by bullys and there friends as every teardrop came down faster and faster. Prayed for this to be a dream but it wasn't.
Many people told me to just get over it so I treid, but the more I treid the more I saw them and throught of them in my mind. I'm trying to hold back my tears feels like a like a life time of holding back. 😭😔