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KokoroTrouble
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I am an artist and gamer. I enjoy music and reading. I want to be a more confident and happy me.

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Am I a bad wife?
Relationship Stress / by KokoroTrouble
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 February 28th, 2020
...See more Ok, this will be long and possibly I will ramble so I apologize in advance. My husband and I (both 27) have been together for 9 years and married for 3. We met in middle school, began dating in high school, and were each other's firsts for everything. We have always been each other's best friends, we have a ton of shared interests and likes and dislikes, we can talk forever about seemingly nothing. I consider him to be someone I can't imagine my life without. Which brings me to this. I don't know if I love him love him. Thinking back, I don't know if I ever really did, sexually or even romantically. He's tall and he's lost weight and he isn't ugly, but I can't remember the last time I felt butterflies near him. I want to think it's because I'm depressed and can't feel anything recently, joy or otherwise. But sadly I have become increasingly irritated by his shortcomings and I want to spend more time away from home than I should. To explain, he is horribly indecisive. Usually it's fine, I help and everything is fine, but over the past year-ish these decisions don't stick and they're costing us financially. Tens of thousands of dollars actually. And I do blame myself for not putting my foot down more firmly and not saying enough is enough, but I just want him to be happy. And it's indecisiveness over a hobby, something he supposedly does for fun, but it seems to be a stressor rather than a stress reliever. I'm @ post limit. If can, see below 4 more
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