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...See more im in my last year of university i honestly never went but somehow succeded (i only went for exams) but the problem is i realised i know nothing about what im studying ,so i started skiping class for the fear of being judged to the point my parents now know about it , and they keep nagging me that im an *** or that im faking my panic attacks and fear of going , so today my mom decided to go with me (its 1 hour ride) to force me to go , honestly i hated it i faked entering to school but when i got out i found her waiting for me (like she knew i wouldnt go) so my mom told me either i enter to school or she will make a scene , so what did i do? i run away , i know my mom is a caring person she always wanna help but she never aknowledged the problem she think im just asking for attention , she always want me to go to meditation class or have someone talk to me ( for me it will never work cause thats not the issue ) the issue is she never accept that im sick and because of the fear of going i cant even face my problems , when she caught me outside she wanted to cry but honestly i dont care , i blocked my heart my emotions and run , now i dont know how to face them tonight , im thinking of not going back home and sleep outside , maybe they will finally see that i have serious issue instead of guilt tripping me everytime about it , sorry i talked a lot....

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