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LifelessDoll
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Suggestions about sleep/job problems?
Personality Disorders Support / by LifelessDoll
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 May 23rd, 2017
...See more I am unable to wake up in time since I keep waking up at weird hours of the night each day. (3 to 4am) I feel really exhausted and I can't seem to keep myself awake.. anyone else with this problem here? How do you cope with it? Anyone who has any suggestions about jobs that might suit ppl with BPD better? (For some reason I don't cope well with the more stressful ones which requires a fair amount of interaction e.g. Retail, cashiering) How do you hold down a job? :/
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Stuck. Need some opinions on what to do. :/
Personality Disorders Support / by LifelessDoll
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 May 17th, 2017
...See more After so long, I finally manage to take small steps bit by bit and work a little to earn some money and try to get used to being around another person. (My condition seems to be worsening for some unknown reason and I will end up breaking down everyday) Family who has played a huge role in me getting this disorder (pretty toxic environment, obviously I will keep quiet about me having this disorder since they think such people are crazy and look down on them) is now pressurizing me to get any full time work so that I can pay off all family expenses. Father is the only main breadwinner, mother refused to work for the past 10+ years and insisted on being a stay at home housewife even when all the children are pretty much grown. (The youngest is already in high school) They have really bad financial habits - gambling etc and they have 0 savings at the age of 50+. Family expenses are really high (more than 1k per month) because of unneccessary credit loans and them oversigning too many mobile lines. Do I have to sacrifice my well being for them again and just give up on trying to overcome my issues? I am no longer dependent on them other than the fact that I live in the same house. (I take care of my own bills, transport fees and food wise I usually try to not spend too much due to limited savings) I pay for my own things or things that I need, I wash my own things as well (own laundry, dishes etc) and I usually keep my own room clean. Any opinions on what to do?
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On the verge of giving up on myself...
Personality Disorders Support / by LifelessDoll
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 June 18th, 2017
...See more I am recently diagnosed with BPD (and also GAD) some time back. - Currently unemployed with close to little finances (and being all lost in life with unstable mood swings happening every few mins) - Stuck with toxic family who only makes my condition worse day by day - Unable to go for any therapy/medication yet since I can't afford it at the moment. - Don't qualify for financial assistance as apparently mental illnesses is not a valid requirement in my country. I am tired of everything.. I really got no idea what I should even do. I don't want to depend on bf for any form of support. :( Anyone who went through similar things? How to deal with all these?
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