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LonelyCopper
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Don't even know......
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by LonelyCopper
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August 27th, 2024
...See more I don't even know anymore. Lately I've been having a hard time with regulating my emotions. I'm usually pretty good at it, I've been medication free almost a year and a half or so due to $$$$ being tight......I had a nice vacation but even that was a struggle. All I get at home is I'm being irritating etc....NO ONE EVER THOUGHT to even ask me what's wrong or what's going on... so yeah I guess by all means judge me anyway and not bother trying to at LEAST make an attempt to act like you care. It's ALWAYS let's ignore me and say it's my fault for having a bad attitude! WTF I seriously just give up because It doesn't matter, I get crap at home and work......I mean I don't necessarily feel I was 100% with 💊 but I don't understand why suddenly it's so difficult managing everything. Like I just don't understand anymore, the more I try and give I get worse in return! Just feel so defeated and just over everything. BP2 Rapid Cycling
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Depression Support / by LonelyCopper
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July 28th, 2024
...See more I feel like I just don't belong anywhere anymore. Not at home or work..I wake up and go to work 5 days a week to a *** job that stresses me out so badly I vomit daily from stress. I can't express it anywhere. Every time I do it's invalidated. I'm not happy anymore. I don't feel like myself anymore. I realized today that for a few days I've been acting out of character. Of course sometimes you never realize things bc you're not an "outsider", you're you.....my home life used to be so positive and an environment where I could feel emotionally safe, something changed. I live at home cause it's too expensive to live solo. It's so damn negative between work and home, I can't get a breather. I have a vacation coming up so maybe I need it to recharge.
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