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Malaika20
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I’m over it
Depression Support / by Malaika20
Last post
 March 31st, 2022
...See more Hi everyone, I’m struggling so much right now. I wake up every morning hoping it’s my last. I feel spoilt because people are starving and living with no water but are so excited to get up and try harder. I’m in University and I can’t even even put in any effort or log in to do my work. I sit and just watch Netflix all day. I have no regard for my well being or anything in it. I feel these moments where I think I’m happy but I just realised that I’m just not upset, it doesn’t mean I’m happy. I know how things should make me feel but I just feel nothing. I’m constantly wishing for Armageddon because it just feels like I can’t do anymore, I have nothing more to add.Of course I wouldn’t hurt myself but if something had to hurt me I wouldn’t mind.
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I’m over it
Depression Support / by Malaika20
Last post
 April 1st, 2022
...See more Hi everyone, I’m struggling so much right now. I wake up every morning hoping it’s my last. I feel spoilt because people are starving and living with no water but are so excited to get up and try harder. I’m in University and I can’t even even put in any effort or log in to do my work. I sit and just watch Netflix all day. I have no regard for my well being or anything in it. I feel these moments where I think I’m happy but I just realised that I’m just not upset, it doesn’t mean I’m happy. I know how things should make me feel but I just feel nothing. I’m constantly wishing for Armageddon because it just feels like I can’t do anymore, I have nothing more to add.Of course I wouldn’t hurt myself but if something had to hurt me I wouldn’t mind.
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