I’m over it
Hi everyone,
I’m struggling so much right now. I wake up every morning hoping it’s my last.
I feel spoilt because people are starving and living with no water but are so excited to get up and try harder.
I’m in University and I can’t even even put in any effort or log in to do my work. I sit and just watch Netflix all day. I have no regard for my well being or anything in it.
I feel these moments where I think I’m happy but I just realised that I’m just not upset, it doesn’t mean I’m happy. I know how things should make me feel but I just feel nothing.
I’m constantly wishing for Armageddon because it just feels like I can’t do anymore, I have nothing more to add.Of course I wouldn’t hurt myself but if something had to hurt me I wouldn’t mind.
@Malaika20 Hey there Malaika. Trust me I know what you are feeling. I just got off a chat saying things just like you.
I feel the same thing. feel sad because good things are happening in my life or around me but I can't seem to respond to them properly. Past or unresolved mental issues have come forward in a way that it is affecting the way I work and act. And I am not happy about it, also can't seem to get out of it.
I can SO relate the university and netflix situation. Have been in this for 2 weeks.
but still, seek professional help if possible. Hoping to hear how things go with you. You can definitely share with us.
