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MamaB93
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I feel like a let down
Family & Caregivers / by MamaB93
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August 8th, 2022
...See more Hi all, So this is my first post here. I feel so alone and I will be honest I have been diagnosed this year with anxiety and depression and I'm currently on medication. This year I've had to quit working all together. This time last year I was a senior residential support worker on a more than comfy wage. I've had to quit due to my sons ongoing needs and medical illness getting worse resulting In him not attending school for the previous 4 months before summer holidays. He has suspected hirchsprungs disease (awaiting specialists) Auditory processing disorder Challenging behaviour physically and verbally Sensory overloads Has an EHCP which is being reviewed in September Is currently attending therapy every week In the past year has had over 30L of laxatives at the hospital as well as daily laxatives. He struggles socialising so we don't get invited to his friends houses etc I'm struggling as I feel like I've let my family down by not working (even tried part time and the day I was due to start we ended up in hospital) I've always worked Literally have to take everything day by day so I can't work, we've just spent a week in hospital again and wasn't expecting it. It's the school holidays and we Literally haven't seen anyone or been anywhere. I feel like I'm loosing my mind. I just need to speak to another adult and have some socialisation, feel I'm going insane. I dont have any friends I dint have anyone other than my mum I have my partner but our relationship is on a thread with everything that's happened and he works most days with me having to stop which he throws in my face when we argue.