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Mogens2221
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I feel betrayed, I can't be dependent on two of my friends anymore.....
Autism Support / by Mogens2221
Last post
 April 18th
...See more My friends sometimes put my family members names, just for fun, which I find quite immature. I just turned 18, so did they. Today, for fun, they decided. Both of them, to put the same man's name that got into an accident with my grandmother and killed her in the process, also he "accidentally" was getting into accidents with few other people in the past. My friends put his name and started making fun. Saying I used his motorcycle today, he gave it to me. The same motorcycle that killed my grandmother. I am not in tears because of m grandma, it's because I am disappointed. And since childhood everyone only used me and too advantage. Even my ex bestfriends. Now I know I can't be dependent just on two people. I need to use more for my emotional regulation. I have went through so many childhood traumas since I was 5. Just hurts that no one wants to do the right thing. Just for social conformity, normal people lie and hurt others only to feel accepted, only to feel like they " fit in". I just don't have hope to have someone that uses me. I always thought someone will one day not use me. And actually love who I am. Even how kind, and sometimes I may seem like outsider. They still take advantage. Should've improvised.
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Relationship OCD
Trauma Support / by Mogens2221
Last post
 March 31st
...See more When I was 5, my father used to alienate me and blame my mom's adultery on me. I used to think it's because I am not gof enough. Though I am not in a relationship, I have been getting so many ruminating thoughts about future romantic relationships where I havcfear of replaced, where I feel so insecure and hurt. I just don't know why and it scares me. Even though I never been in a romantic relationship.
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