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MoonNemesis
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PathStep 20 Compassion hearts15 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 23, 2022
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Robin (He/They)
Trans (ftm) demiboy
Gay/Demisexual

Have an old account on here, forgot login info on it so made a new account!




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What do I do in this situation?
Friendship Support / by MoonNemesis
Last post
 March 27th, 2024
...See more My friend hasn't been doing well since February and I wanna help but him out because I'm worried, but im mentally unstable rn and he doesn't want me to help him at all. But even when I'm better again he might not take the help. Im really worried as he hasn't ever spoken of wanting to go through with ending his life and when I mentioned how I wanted to help he said "You aren't allowed to help me, if I die I die" with an emoji of an among us character dancing. Which then just threw me off because he's not one to joke and hates jokes about that type of subject, and he's never wanted to go through with it. Now I'm just worried its all gonna get to him and he will attempt. I wanna help him but he doesn't want it and I don't wanna make him mad as well. So what do I do? Do I just wait? 
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Found out I have philophobia
Relationship Stress / by MoonNemesis
Last post
 March 21st, 2024
...See more I broke up with my boyfriend of one year a few days ago due to him wanting me to be free and not rely on him to feel better, as I've been needing reassurance a lot lately. He didn't want me to suffer anymore so he ended it without letting me convince him to stay. Now when trying to move on and think when I wanna date again, it's harder than it's ever been. I feel sick and I worry now if I date this'll happen again and I'm a generally clingy and needed person. So in my head everything ended because it became too much. After thinking and doing research I think I have or have developed Philophobia. I think I've had it half way into the relationship as he got super busy with his classes at some point which caused me to overthink a lot on things due to him not messaging much. With the symptoms and signs of having it being linked to what I have been through from childhood and past exes, why is this arising now and in such a mean way? What do I do? I'm still moving on yet getting no where at all. I want to cry all the time but can't. I don't wanna feel this way anymore how do I deal with this and how do I cope with my new fear I have? 
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