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NeonPeachxxx
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I'm feeling helpless
Depression Support / by NeonPeachxxx
Last post
 October 28th, 2019
...See more I just joined college and don't know why it's giving me depression and anxiety. It's been a month. At first i thought it was because i didn't have any friends yet. But I've made some friends, though I can't really bring myself to think of them as friends. I don't like the people or the environment of my college. Every day I cry my eyes out and then make myself go to college even though I don't want to. I just feel so helpless.
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I don't know what to do
Depression Support / by NeonPeachxxx
Last post
 August 22nd, 2019
...See more Hello I'm new here. I've recently started my college. I'm studying Bech civil engineering in one of the top private colleges in Kolkata, India. But after going to college for a few weeks i feel like it's not for me,both the course and the people there. They're a lot different than me.And i don't understand the subjects that well.so I'm really scared to go. Before joining this college, I got chance in another college which was a government college . But it was diploma in civil engineering and i didn't want to take it, mostly because at that time i wanted to study btech only and there was also the thing that i didn't want to study something lesser.But my parents and sisters suggested to get admitted in that one, to think things through since it's a private college and we are a middle class family. But i insisted to get admitted here. Yesterday I couldn't take it anymore and came back home after the first class. I ended up crying the whole day. I talked with my parents and sister. At first they were blaming me saying it was my decision. And it was, so I can't even deny it to make myself feel better. But later my sister said she would talk to some people from the other college to see if she can somehow enroll me there(she is a pass out from there).She talked to my parents too. And they agreed. But I feeling really guilty. I don't want my parent's money to go to waste,when i was the one that rejected the chance when i had it. I'm feeling really helpless.
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