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Nightlock225
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts363 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2021 Member sinceJanuary 11, 2018
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Hello☺️
I love music, coding, movies and shows, roller skating
I deal with borderline depression, anxiety, and stress majorly. And a reaccuring eating disorder.
I mainly look for long-term listeners
who are certified
"We think to much and feel too little. More then machinery, we need humanity. More then cleverness, we need kindness and gentleness." ~charlie chaplin

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The writings of a uneasy soul in a uneasy universe
Journals & Diaries / by Nightlock225
Last post
 April 28th, 2021
...See more This is my third entry, and I usually just write about my day, but today I have been contemplating about a important thing in my life. My boyfriend and the hard decision I have laying in front of me. There is nothing wrong with him or the relationship , but I have just stopped feeling for him for a few weeks now. And it's hard because he imagines a future for us and I use to have been, but I have lost sight of it now. I know what I need to do, which is talk to him. At first I wanted to ignore the feeling, hoping that it was just a mood but it hasn't gone away. Now I can't ignore it, it's there and its valid. I have to talk to him about it no matter how much it scares me or makes me nervous. There is alot more running around in my head about this, but chow for now. ✨🌸🌸🌸🌸✨
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Mixed emotions
Journals & Diaries / by Nightlock225
Last post
 April 2nd, 2021
...See more Today was just a really mixed up day for me, I felt like I wanted attention and physical affection, but when I got it, it didn't hit that right area. The lingering sadness just drags at my mood lately, it's been hard for me to get really creative like I know I can, and I'm more agitated at people I don't usually get agitated at. I think part of the sadness has something to do with me getting burned out, with having alot on my plate. That's all for now. ✨🌸🌸🌸🌸✨
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Traveling into the darkness
Journals & Diaries / by Nightlock225
Last post
 April 28th, 2021
...See more Hello, this is my first diary entry and I decided that this would be a good idea to get some of my emotions out and talked about, I have been recovered from depression for about 3 years now but lately I have been finding myself feeling the dragging sadness once more that signals depression, I don't think I'm quite in it yet, just borderline. I don't wanna go into extreme details for just this entry. But some of my goals to get better again, are to communicate better with my friends and family. Tell them when I'm feeling down, uncomfortable and when I need a moment more often. To find better coping mechanisms for when I do get sad to feel better. To become a better person in my own eyes, and become softer to the world around me. Thank you ☺️ ✨🌸🌸🌸🌸✨
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