I am a 31 year old male in central Florida. I have a lot of social anxiety and I'm fairly I'm certain somewhere on the autism spectrum despite not wanting to accept that. My father has aspergers but I've always been too uncomfortable around people anymore to find out for myself. My life is stagnant. The only thing I ever do is take care of my disabled mother, and take care of our animals and plants. I rarely leave my home, just being around people makes me uncomfortable. I've had an attempt on my life made multiple times over the years and I'm fairy certain the first time gave me PTSD. I have unaddressed experiences I don't want to think about, and I genuinely don't know how to trust people again. This is probably pointless to make.