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Juggling and struggling between being emotionless and depressed.

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I got drunk and embarassed myself in front of my colony and mom
Anxiety Support / by Perfectstranger0909
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 June 10th, 2021
...See more So two days ago,I got drunk with my friends and I completely blacked out for three hours. In those three hrs,I did many things. But the worst one was being so humiliatingly drunk when I entered my colony that my driver had to help me get home. Thankfully my father doesn't know. One or two of my neighbours also saw me. One said 'shes drunk'. I feel like a complete idiot. I know these things happen and it's all right. But it's India and Indian societies are very judgemental. My mom is fine now. But I feel like shit. I feel like there's a pit in my stomach. I feel extremely lonely. I just want to desperately leave this city but my college isn't reopening. I feel somewhat guilty,scared of showing my face to people who had any idea of the incident. I don't know how to even go outside. Sometimes my heart races when I think about it.
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