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Pxvxrd28
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Why am I feeling like this?
Depression Support / by Pxvxrd28
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 June 10th, 2024
...See more I have been crying all day and I feel so guilty for it. I don’t have a reason to feel this way. I don’t even know how to put “this way” into words. I don’t feel super sad or anything, it’s just all a big mess in my head and I don’t know how to make it better. No matter how hard I try it always stays the same and I don’t know what to do anymore.
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Idk how to call this
Depression Support / by Pxvxrd28
Last post
 May 19th, 2024
...See more So I had this dream last night, and I’m normally not a person who analyses their dreams, but this one hit kind of close to home and won’t get out of my head. In this dream I really needed help and my friends got it, but the only thing I could do was run away, and I didn’t receive the help I needed. Right now I’m not in the best place and I have very great friends who I could talk to about that and I know that would be a big help, but I just can’t get myself to open up. I don’t want to burden them with my crap, that I don’t even understand myself. 
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Getting a new job with anxiety
Anxiety Support / by Pxvxrd28
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 April 28th, 2024
...See more A friend of mine just started working at a cafe, and she told me that it was amazing. I wanted to apply for that job as well, but I was too scared, so I told her to apply for it. Now that she told me it was good. I'm thinking of applying again. However now that they have a new employee, I am thinking that they do not need another one and that l am not capable of handling a rejection. Additionally, I used to work at a theme park and that job made me really anxious, so I'm worried that I'll feel this way again.
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Friendships while feeling down and being anxious
Anxiety Support / by Pxvxrd28
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 April 11th, 2024
...See more My friends are planning a trip this weekend and idk if I should go. I don’t want to ruin the mood by feeling down, but then again I don’t want to cancel because I feel like I cancelled to much things lately. I feel like I can’t talk to them about how I feel, because I don’t wanna be a burden to them, but tbh I also just don’t know how to open up. The last few weeks I haven’t been the best friend to them and I think I owe it to them to explain myself, but I’m just to anxious to do it. 
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Friendships while feeling down
Depression Support / by Pxvxrd28
Last post
 May 1st, 2024
...See more My friends are planning a trip this weekend and idk if I should go. I don’t want to ruin the mood by feeling down, but then again I don’t want to cancel because I feel like I cancelled too many things lately. I feel like I can’t talk to them about how I feel, because I don’t wanna be a burden to them, but tbh I also just don’t know how to open up. The last few weeks I haven’t been the best friend to them and I think I owe it to them to explain myself, but I just can’t get myself to do it. 
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Tired
Depression Support / by Pxvxrd28
Last post
 April 4th, 2024
...See more Hey Everyone, right now I’m really struggling. Every single day is the same and it’s never ending. I wanna get out of this endless circle, but it feels just impossible. I keep telling myself that I only have two more years of school and then I’m done and do what I want and travel and do all the things that make me happy. Then again, what if I finish school and do everything I ever wanted to and it still doesn’t get better? I mean, even right now my life is seemingly great: I have amazing friends and life a privileged life, so what if this is just how I’m always gonna feel, even though everything is fine.
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Exhausted from anxiety
Anxiety Support / by Pxvxrd28
Last post
 February 1st, 2024
...See more Hey everyone, I just wanted to share some of my thoughts on here. I hope they’re making sense. Sometimes I question if my anxiety is really that bad or if I’m just being overly dramatic about it. But then I actually try and do social stuff and meet with people and schedule appointments and it’s the worst. I feel like people who don’t experience bad anxiety don’t understand how exhausting and overwhelming it can feel from time to time, that’s also the reason why I don’t tell the people around me how I feel, because explaining it makes the whole thing even exhausting. Maybe some of you can relate to this feeling.
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