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RayniDayAmbience
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts197 Forum posts63 Forum upvotes130 Current upvotes130 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2026 Member sinceSeptember 6, 2026
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my favorite animal is a cat, favorite book is (at the moment) 'The Silence That Binds Us' by Joanna Ho, favorite series is Stranger Things

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So... is this an eating disorder?
Eating Disorder Support / by RayniDayAmbience
Last post
 October 1st
...See more Like I'll eat on a schedule but it's getting to a point where I will eat less, give most of my food to friends, and throw away most of my food. I feel hungry sometimes but then I will not want to eat when I am actually looking at food. I've always had a problem with most things not being appetizing to me. I also just don't like my body, at all. It's becoming a problem and I don't want anyone to know about it in real life, but I also don't want to be alone with it. I eat on a schedule, don't enjoy any of it, and keep on cutting back on the food I eat. So........ is this really an eating disorder or am I just weird?
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Help me guys
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by RayniDayAmbience
Last post
 September 8th
...See more So I'm kinda new here. But I've kinda known for a while I'm trans. Flicked around between labels- demigirl, genderfae, enby, demiboy, bigender, back to non-binary. I don't really know how to feel right in my own gender. I was assigned female at birth, and I'm pretty sure I'm not a girl. it just doesn't feel right. Feels like something is wrong every time I look in the mirror. I went shopping for bras and almost threw up while trying them on, the gender dysphoria was so bad. But I don't feel the overwhelming wrong all the time, so I don't know if I'm really enby or just lying to myself and everyone. I don't know if this made any sense either. Please, if anyone knows what gender I am, help me. I'm drowning in this.
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