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RobynLianne
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts37 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2020 Member sinceSeptember 21, 2018
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Its been a ride
Trauma Support / by RobynLianne
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 December 28th, 2019
...See more It blows my mind to think about how far I've come. When I started this whole 'journey' let's say, I was having these intrusive images pop up as I would suddenly burst into tears. These fits would last for hours. I would be on the bus, heartbroken, looking at all these different people and thinking "they dont know what I know." Because I thought I had finally solved the great question: "is life meaningful?" And the answer was "no." How sad it was, that all these people have not yet had experiences like I did, ones that awakened them to their own worthlessness. How sad it was that they still thought they had a chance. Yeah, dark times indeed. Then, I dated this girl for like a year. I thought she was going to be a good thing. Turns out she just emptied my bank account and controlled every aspect of my life. I felt like I lost all personhood and one tiny tap could shatter the shell I had become. But then I left her...something inside me snapped...and this time it was in a good way. I got fed up with being treated like shit. Instead of doing whatever someone wanted from me, I started to ask myself what I wanted to do. I decided that I deserve my own love. I realized that I was smart. And funny. And charming. And good-looking. I realized I deserve to be loved, and I'm a worthy person. And now I'm grateful. I'm grateful that all that bullshit happened because it made me stronger than them.
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I just need to vent a thing
Relationship Stress / by RobynLianne
Last post
 December 28th, 2019
...See more "I know you're looking for salvation in a secular age but girl, I'm not your savior." You know what I'm just so bored of? Being the caretaker. I'm so tired of people talking over me as they vent to me, expecting me to be an infinite wellspring of compassion and endless wisdom, as if I have all the answers. They think I'm up in here, being perfect, with absolutely no issues that need to be talked about. I'm so incredibly dull with having to worry about this boy when he doesnt text me back like "omg is he in the drunk tank right now?" "Did he piss off his friends and got punched out?" "Did his ex see my texts and trash his phone?" Or is he just straight up ignoring me? Who fucking knows! I'm tired of having to worry about these things, ugh.
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