I just need to vent a thing
"I know you're looking for salvation in a secular age but girl, I'm not your savior."
You know what I'm just so bored of?
Being the caretaker.
I'm so tired of people talking over me as they vent to me, expecting me to be an infinite wellspring of compassion and endless wisdom, as if I have all the answers.
They think I'm up in here, being perfect, with absolutely no issues that need to be talked about.
I'm so incredibly dull with having to worry about this boy when he doesnt text me back like "omg is he in the drunk tank right now?" "Did he piss off his friends and got punched out?" "Did his ex see my texts and trash his phone?" Or is he just straight up ignoring me? Who fucking knows!
I'm tired of having to worry about these things, ugh.
So I've been sleeping eith this guy and he's married, I wasn't aware the first time we had slept together. This has been on going for three months. We see each other 2-3 times a week. He takes me out for dinners buys me nice gifts have movie and chill nights with me. However he has no intentions of leaving his wife *well I don't think he does* . I really like him and enjoy spending time with him. I know what I should do I just can't seem to I really like him what do I do? I have also just found out his wife is pregnant 5 months!
@Maimya123
What an intense situation! Idk man, what I'd do is check in with myself. Is this something you want for yourself, long term? What are you getting out of this relationship right now? What are you giving? Can you be okay with the pregnant wife thing? What attitudes, expectations, or behaviors need to be adjusted if you continue this thing? What needs to be changed if you dont? I think once you know where you stand in all of this, you'll know what to do. I'm rooting for you girl!
