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RomanticRS
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PathStep 14 Compassion hearts93 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2021 Member sinceMarch 29, 2021
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Thoughts and Support (Possible Tw: SA)
Journals & Diaries / by RomanticRS
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 May 9th, 2021
...See more It's okay, this will pass. You will be able to look at yourself and feel better, and know that you are safe now. You have a person to help and support you , and he deserves so much. You have love and support, you are NOT alone. No one can hurt you or him, because you two will be strong for each other now. You are going to be okay. None of it was your fault. You were too young to understand that what they did was illegal and morally wrong. Nothing was your fault. Believe that.
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My Feelings (tw: description of SA)
Trauma Support / by RomanticRS
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 May 6th, 2021
...See more I was SA-ed for around a year, at ages 10-11. I cannot remember concrete details about a lot of it, just small flashes really. Some days I feel like I have no right to be upset, as it was just some grinding, grabbing my ass, and taking my panties off once. Other days I want to cry about it and cuddle my boyfriend and just believe everything will be okay. But will it ever get better? Nothing can really change what happened. God I feel so alone, even with my bf's support. He does so much for me. I love him more than anything. I hope he never has to understand how I feel.
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Struggles and Forgetting (Trigger Warning: CSA)
Trauma Support / by RomanticRS
Last post
 March 30th, 2021
...See more I struggle so much with fear and guilt. From ages 10 to 11 I was sexually assaulted in my bed by a person who I knew very well and trusted. I remember a lot of how it feels, but at the same time there are certain things I can't remember at all. The one that bothers me the most though, is the one night I have no memory of. I woke up, and I had no panties on anymore. Usually he'd just grind against me, or touch me on top of them, but that night I woke up and noticed. I remember being horrified and going to my connected bathroom to cry at around 2 in the morning. I wish I knew what happened that night, so I could at least know if I was just SA-Ed or really r*ped.
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