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Silentlioness
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Don’t need help, just want to share my story.
Relationship Stress / by Silentlioness
Last post
 October 14th, 2021
...See more I had on and off contact with my narc crush for about 4 years. He ghosted me several times for weeks/ months but we always started talking again. And because he always came back it made me think he wanted me too. A little over a month ago he told me about an escort he had sex with on 2 separate occasions in a period he ghosted me so I had no reason to be upset about it. Around the same time he told me that before he discharged me, he again had sex with an escort and a couple days later with another one. An hour before we ended it for good he sent me a screenshot that he was already looking for the next one. He told me he’s giving these women rim jobs and uses no protection while having sex including anal. He doesn’t see the health risks or how disgusting this is. He already caught several std’s from these women and spreading them around but he just doesn’t care. ( I do think he’s a closet gay as well. He has strong hate against gay people and sometimes it has something to do with the person being gay himself) Obviously he could easily discharge me now cause he found new supply in these escorts. He’s adding and talking to them on Instagram and sending porn to each other and probably nudes etc. He thinks he’s living the life right now with all these “beautiful” women that “want” him. I’m just very glad he found new supply. And although I wasted four years of my life on this person.. It’s a good feeling to know that I know I will be able to find happiness one day and he never will.
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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by Silentlioness
Last post
 February 23rd
...See more I’m dealing with severe stress, anxiety and depression because of my narcissistic mother and father who happily stands by her side. I feel like I’m under constant under attack. I don’t work because I’m emotionally and psychically drained. Feeling like this for years! I take drugs daily to cope with all of this. I hate what it is doing to me inside and out. I feel ashamed and nearly come outside. I want to go back to my life before the drugs but the addiction is getting the best of me day by day.
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