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StrawberryShortcake23
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts19 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes11 Current upvotes11 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceAugust 12, 2024
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Depression Support / by StrawberryShortcake23
Last post
 August 18th, 2024
...See more I wonder when and why my energy shifted, is it just a part of growing up? Because lately I feel like I lost all my ambitions, charm, spirit, and excitement. I feel like I’m not fun anymore. I said no most of the time. I rejected people before I even got to know them. I don’t put effort into maintaining the friendships that I had. I stop trying to fit in. I stop trying to make a good impression. I stop trying to make people love me. I stop trying to prove myself to the world. I stop trying to figure out who I am. I stop trying to find the love of my life. I stop begging to be the footnotes in the story of someone else’s life. I stop trying to prove my point. I stop trying. I guess it’s just a natural thing that we as humans have to go through when we get older. But until when? When will my life was supposed to start? It feels like the movie paused instead of playing. Will this be a permanent thing? How long should I wait? Should I even have to wait? Should I start doing something to gain my passion back? Or should I just make myself get used to being so lonely, in my early twenties?
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Tired of being tired
Anxiety Support / by StrawberryShortcake23
Last post
 August 15th, 2024
...See more I'm so exhausted of everything right now. I feel so unhappy living with this life and I feel like I am just losing myself every second that I feel not okay. I completely lost my interest in everything, I think I am just so tired of all the mess in my life. It's not easy to be tired in everything. I thought I just need to rest for days or even for months, but it's not like that. My whole body is tired. My mind and my soul are tired. Everything seems so tiring and I don't know what to do just to keep going. I wish somebody could tell me how to fill the void within me. I wish somebody could tell me what to do with this miserable life and how to stop feeling so exhausted. I badly want to rest, a kind of rest that will take away all the pain and sadness that I've been bearing. But no matter what I do, it's just not enough. I'm tired of being tired. I wonder how can I ever make this tiredness disappear. And I wonder if I can still be happy again.
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It got worse
Anxiety Support / by StrawberryShortcake23
Last post
 August 17th, 2024
...See more Every day is a struggle to keep going. I wake up with a heavy heart, weighed down by the knowledge that I’m drifting further and further away from the person I used to be. I try to hold on to the fragments of my old self, but they slip through my hands like sand. The harder I try to remember, the more I forget. I’m scared. Scared that this feeling will never go away, that I’ll be lost forever. I want to find my way back, to rediscover who I am, but I don’t know where to start. The path ahead is dark and uncertain, and I’m afraid of what I might find. But maybe, just maybe, this is the first step. Admitting that I’m lost, that I don’t know myself, is painful and bitter, but it’s also a beginning. A chance to strip away the layers of confusion and find the truth beneath. It won’t be easy, and it won’t be quick, but I have to try. For now, all I can do is take it one day at a time, hoping that somewhere along the way, it'll get better. But what if I never do?
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