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SwallowtailButterfly
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Goodbye 7 cups.

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Anxiety Support / by SwallowtailButterfly
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 August 19th, 2016
...See more Just now I struggled to post this thread, I'm struggling to post in online communities. and socialize beyond my home. No idea what to do to make this feeling go away, this is my second time writing for this thread I've posted. It's taken me maybe an hour to gather the courage to post at the fear of judgement. among other things, even though I know this is a very accepting community. I find it hard even to post on a site with less than 5 people online a day. And life beyond the computer. I find it even harder because I don't leave home as much as I use to anymore, ever since I left my ex.I'm not sure how to properly explain how I feel, I can't even look people in the eyes. even if they are nice and kind, speaking so quietly that I often go unheard. Having tried to talk to close family or friends, but i feel their problems are much bigger than my own and I don't want to be insensitive to them, so I often talk to my boyfriend But. being in a long distance relationship makes it a bit harder to understand how I feel. He cares but, often when I talk to him I'm met with one-word answers, mules , and it's not relly helping because he doesn't express himself like I do. Can anyone give me advice that might help? Thanks for reading.
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