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Tsuk
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PathStep 29 Compassion hearts2,853 Forum posts241 Forum upvotes307 Current upvotes307 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceApril 21, 2025
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Hi i’m Tsuk, Tusk, Tsku, Tuski, Greenie, Teasuke… and more.

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All pronouns??? (help me figure it our please)

18 • human • sad • confused • anxious

art + old things/places + cats + thoughts + fashion + handmade + jewellery + baking + …?

Idk idk idk idk

I’m feeling silly

Forgive me



There WILL be quotes here i swear





For my friends:

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(one of the biggest mistakes i fear to do is to leave without goodbye, but we never know what life trows us at)

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if i ever vanish for too long without a word, then goodbyes in that case: 🫂🦔💗ur awesome, i love u. Stay safe and take the best care. -tsuk







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Upset
Student Support / by Tsuk
Last post
 September 1st
...See more Hi, i’m feeling very lonely. I donmt really have people i can call friends, or friends who i ever really communicate with. School starts in a few days. And i’m feeling scared. I’m very behind. I should have done schoolwork to be more on track, on summer break, but i didn’t. i don’t know how i manage to handle the pressure of new schoolwork. Schooldays. Being around people half the day. Socialising. Being on track. Being okay. Feeling alone aside all of that. I just had no one to say this to, so i wrote it here
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I’m just upset
Journals & Diaries / by Tsuk
Last post
 August 20th
...See more I wanna be a child. I don’t wanna do it like this. I never wanted to grow up
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Heya!
Autism Support / by Tsuk
Last post
 August 17th
...See more Hi, i’m new here. I just wanted to say i may be autistic. I am i credibly afraid of saying something offencive or the wrong thing and taking something as autistic trait if it’s not. So i’m scared. But i just wanna share i guess. i’ve nwver talked to anyone really about these traits, other than my parents. My mom thinks i’m autistic and my dad has some traits too. I don’t wanna label it wrong tho. Anyway.. i’ve kinda been having this touch sensitivity with clothes since i was a kid. I hated thights cause they ‘pulled’ wrong. At winter i would trow myself on the floor and struggle with my limbs, as the layers and clothes were so ‘wrong’ and ‘pulling’ and uneven. I still struggle with things like that. Recently more. i suddenly become too aware of how my sock is sweaty and clingy in my shoe, or how any item or my clothing seems to ‘twisted’ and wrong in some kinda way and i feel urge to do ANYTHING. To pull at my clothes or anything. But it doesn’t help. I just have this feeling or overwhelming…..something. I can’t name. Super uncomfortable. And there’s mo way out. Until the moment is over or i’ve managed to shift my focus onto something else. Sometimes it doesn’t happen at all. Other times it happens multiple times a day and it’s kinda wearing me out, mentally. Kinda. That’s it for this thread. I am also thinking or maybe try and see if i get diagned neurodivergency. I mean. It’s an option we talked about like months ago. I’m interested but also kinda scared. To meet and having to talk to someone face to face and also that i may not have anything in the end and i was just imagining or smth
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I’m aging up
Pen Pals / by Tsuk
Last post
 August 30th
...See more Hi everyone who recognises me! (Or not) as the title says, i’m aging up soon and probably going to oldie side soon soon, since i turn 18 this month. It’s not really realistic right…? Anyways. I absolutely do not know who is teen and who is not anymore. But just wanted to say that to anyone who may know me and therefore may see me even more less than they do right now. i’m teying to tag people but i don’t remember the @‘s of many, so everyone is welcome to help out if you know i know someone i don not mention, or mention wrong, thank you! @IzzyGamer @nyxariaaa @yourlocalIKEA (does anyoneknow what @hi66666 is called now? I don’t remember, but i would want them here for sure) @NobleSeeker @Eman144 (forever my friend @Orange64) thank you all. We can still find each other in pen pals and maybe some on the other side hugs from 🦔🦔🦔 🌼
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Blackie&greenie
Pen Pals / by Tsuk
Last post
 October 11th, 2025
...See more Hi hi Hi @hi66666 Pls do not lurk upvote or message if ur not one of us, thank u🐥 idk if we had pen pal but i couldn’t find one so here we go!
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My SH then and now
Self-Harm Recovery / by Tsuk
Last post
 September 21st, 2025
...See more Hi, TW // self harm different ways mentioned. I’m just feeling the need to share my story till now, and experience.  I learned recently that self harm is very wide and many things go under it. I still started with cutting, i guess, by copying it because this was what others did. It never had meaning or relief to me so i stopped. Maybe i was stressed out and was trying to find coping ways my copyng others. Also because self harm is romanticized and it was kind of cool(don’t blame me, it’s stupid) and i think i did seek for attention with it, what everyone always says it for sure is not for. Well then i thought i was clean. But turns out i can be doing it in so many ways. So yeah, i’m still doing it. Now with emotional or mental things, or mostly banging my head when things get much. Or eating less for reasons. These forms of SH feel like less serious. Atleast to me. Like they are taken less seriously. Like maybe they’re just habits or whatever…? Right? (For me i do hurt myself with it. But i feel like it is taken and i myself take it easier than hurting skin in any way).  Yeah. I just wanted to write it out. Discuss it with me and maybe with someone else out there who reads it. 💗🫂🦔u got this. It’s okay.
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Gender identity, me
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Tsuk
Last post
 August 12th, 2025
...See more Hi. I’ve been questioning myself (as gender identity mainly) for about 7 months now. The more i think the less i know what i am. I kind of feel like nothing is right. Maybe my other difficulties are making it hard right now. When i think about past then i see patterns how i was masculine or never thought about gender really. How puberty was scaring me. How i wish to be born guy cause maybe i’ll feel atleast peace at this part of myself, but i think i would be emotionally f*cked up. Idk… And wanting to be guy now, with that face and look what i got. Feels off. It’s hard to see myself as myself. I wish i knew what was right…i think it’s too less time of thinking about it. Only 7 months… well. The more i think the more i notice how i’ve been thinking sbout being male and all before also, even asking my friend how would i be when i was a guy? She said i would be cool. Just…unique…it made me happy what she said. i ramble Anyway. If i was trans i would maybe be like soft boy. I’m not fully masculine. I like feminine stuff and cute stuff…. But it’s hard to be cute and feminine while also trying to look and feel like a guy. Sometimes i feel like i am right, then i look at the mirror and see not myself in there. Even face is wrong. Idk… i just wanted to say things out in some community. Some support or anything u have to say is appreciated. I know i talk a lot so i don’t expect anyone read it all through.
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Hi(:
Pen Pals / by Tsuk
Last post
 July 30th, 2025
...See more This is for me and @nyxariaaa please don’t lurk, upvote or post under this. We can talk here <3
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